Today I smoked salvia. 

Isaac drove to alviso and me and jesse were sitting in the car while Isaac was talking to a friend. SO we decided to smoke while we waited for him. We take some hits but nothing. So Isaac comes to the car and I take another hit and then it happens. I don’t remember what I said but I felt panicked cause I was so not prepared for the movement of the car. All I remember was Isaac handing me his buritto and me saying “I’m not trying to be a bitch but I can’t hold this!” and threw it at him. Both Jesse and Isaac told me I said ” WAIT JESSE DONT TAKE IT I SEE MICKEY MOUSE”  and I pointed to something. 

Then i came down and we went to the park. We sat on the bridge and smoked some more.  This time I laid down and saw cupcakes on the clouds and a convairbelt going around with cupcakes.

Was weird 

Also,

I hate that im the most jealous person in the world.

Buying love

I want something I cant buy. I cant buy love cause its priceless. I think i want the whole ‘being wanted’ thing. I want the romance and i want the guy who opens the car door for me. I want what i cant have and i want what i dont deserve.

I took shrooms last night. Not enough to trip out or anything like that. TASTED DISGUSTING! Also smoked smoked and smoked. Isaac rolled a blunt. Gravity bong hits. I was so high. We were all laughing at each other cause we were so high. (Isaac, Jayson and I)

I come home tomorrow night! Woot woot! Packed and laundry is done. Bathroom area is almost clean and I just gotta shower! Then Miami bound to see Johnny tonight. Leaing Johnny’s around 3 then off to the airport! :)

Creamy bitch!

Broke my foot

Im pretty sure I did.